WTF. I TELL YOU. WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE WANT ME TO LIVE ON.
Okay, holidays no pocket money, I'm perfectly okay with. BUT HELLO. I FUCKING HAVE TUITION AND PW 2mr right! Can I have SOME money to eat?! 4 dollars for a whole day out? Has she checked market prices for FOOD recently? How the hell do you survive on FOUR dollars for THREE FRIGGIN MEALS OUT. Okay, maybe you can. If you starve yourself and live on bread or whatever.
BUT STILL, it's not even like I'm asking her to pay for a day of FUN out like movies or what, I just want money to EAT so I can fucking do my PW, hmwrk and tuition stuff right.
ARGH. May lighting strike me or whatever but she can get REALLY FUCKED UP can.
She just plain doesn't trust me with money. Hmm.. let's look at the stats again have I cheated her of her money before? NOPE. Have a lied to her about money matters before? NOPE. Don't I already give ALL my new year money to her? YEP.
It's not like she doesn't have money. Okay so her money is hard earned. YES, that's why I just asked for another 3 dollars? So I AT LEAST eat decently. BUT NO, also CANNOT. WTF.
Sick of this shit.
It's when you're already up to your neck, doing work and more work and even more work and THIS happens.
You just snap.
Faith.